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22 December

Black and lucky mondy

It is a fresh Monday today, but there is nothing fresh for me. I moved to a new office which is a real hell in my mind, no talking no smile just be died quiet. I hate the atmosphere in the office and the only one who I can talk is the SM clerk dingding. What a pathetic!

The weather is suddenly changed, freezing and windy. It was so awful this morning, I got up at 6 o’clock and try to catch the bus at 6:30, however, the died bus break down on the way to zhengzhou, nearly 50 ppl have to standing on the road and waiting for another bus to pick up ,besides it will take at least 30mins to do it. I was getting mad.

Probably after 20 mins we was taken by a stupid bus with over 150 ppl on it. Shit.

my best boss who has gone back to shanghai on sunday, their dynasty has been passed.

i need to learn how to protect myself then.

i just recieved my christmas gift and the card. haha, thanks every much love. i love the gift which u sent to me.

we are arranging a meal and party for christmas ev....wish we will enjoy and have a memory nite.

one more month to go .....

14 Feb in Genting highland....i am looking forward to see the show and have romantic night with you.

 

19 November

含义?

心有所属,家是方向。。。。。。。。
有几人能真正体会他的含义?
 
 
18 October

忽然之间

看不穿是你失落的魂魄
猜不透是你瞳孔的颜色
一阵风一场梦爱如生命般莫测
你的心到底被什么蛊惑

你的轮廓在黑夜之中淹没
看桃花开出怎样的结果
看着你抱着我目光似月色寂寞
就让你在别人怀里快乐

爱着你像心跳难触摸
画着你画不出你的骨骼
记着你的脸色是我等你的执着
你是我一首唱不完的歌

看不穿是你失落的魂魄
猜不透是你瞳孔的颜色
一阵风一场梦爱是生命的莫测
你的心到底被什么蛊惑

你的轮廓在黑夜之中淹没
看桃花开出怎样的结果
看着你抱着我目光比月色寂寞
就让你在别人怀里快乐

爱着你像心跳难触摸
画着你画不出你的骨骼
记着你的脸色是我等你的执着
你是我一首唱不完的歌
28 June

Freshment

I am back.........................
经过了几天的培训,今天下午终于又回到了酒店,又看到了我的大海,虽然只有短短2个小时的路程,但却还是感到身心疲惫,火车站还真是人潮汹涌。。。几天的培训课程让我受益匪浅,重要的同时让我结识了一些同行的朋友们,这些可是花钱的买不到的哦。在吃午饭的时候接到了念念的电话,那时我才发现,原来我换了新号码之后却谁都没有告诉,想想真是该死。。。
在北京的几天每天晚上都在看《又见一帘幽梦》,不知不觉中把我带回了以前熟悉的画面,蔚蓝的天空,一年四季常绿的草地。。。浪漫的红酒和沙滩。。最近月来越想回去看看了,newcastle我生活了4年的城市,是否依然如故?还有我的蕾蕾。。。
来到这边,已经好久滴酒未沾了,期待9月和蕾蕾的聚会,2年多不见了。一定要一醉方休。哈哈。。。
下个星期的培训安排的满满的,又要开始忙了。。
05 May

Monthly summerize

Since I start working in Guangzhou is nearly a month now, before I came here, I have some imagination about how is the new job’s condition. In my mind the management should be much better than the hotel which I was in. but over this month, I just realize in a privately enterprise especially in China, maybe only a very little number can be as high standard and quality as the international enterprises.

 

My position is a little bit different than before, except training I do care nothing else, no interview, no recruitment, no salary accounting nothing at all. To be honest the job is too easy for me, even I also do training here, but the job is so pure, all the training document ,memo and training plain has been done by my training manager, therefore all of my job is training the trainees. From now on, start feel so boring in here, because that is really no challenge for me at all. I want to learn more training skills. how to set up training system, and also some thing relevant to HR. however it is looks really rare chance for me to learn.

 

During last month, I did not do many things, just one staff orientation training, English training and some document preparation act. Sometime I just feel so strange, why I want more job to do? Why I am not enjoying my nice work? Maybe because of my passionately ambitious is cooling down.

 

As for my life here is so boring and plodding, I am just waiting for a good chance to leave.

02 May

Thinking

Internationallabour day, this is first time i feel it is a kind of important event in my life,so many ppl take a few holidays go for trip with there family or friends. i was so surprise why so many ppl like go out during this busy period, now i just realize for all the workers or officers is so hard take such long holiday to enjoy there life. maybe becos i have stayed in Britain for long time,i nearly forgot the meaning of the day.
The life for me is extremely boring at the moment,i have nothing to do after work, no frds no entertainment at all, but i think some of elder will like it here which is a such peaceful place, no pollution, no nosie,just share the landscape with your heart.
Today,Brain rang me talk abt his schedual when he come to china,and some issue abt myself.
i dun know should i go to xi'an to meet him angain or not,if i will start working for him,when should i start? the british is very lazy,and no job efficiency.i am still thinking if i start working for him, how abt my career? how will be my plan for furture...so confused...
do i need to continue work in hotel or set up my own business.
seng's business is looks getting boom during this month,and he also start very busy day after day, hope we can creat ours dream castle soon.
Anyway, the life is going on. i am looking forward .......
22 April

i am back

沉寂了这么久的我终于又活过来了。。。i have not sign in my msn for ages,when i just get in ,just feel a little be strange.haha
i am so happy today,i just chatted with a few of my good frds who i met in England...cube...shelley.....ect . something is really surprise me,which is my lovely cube has been married in Jan. so surprise.
but anyway that is life...just hope all the happiness around them...
 
16 January

好久没有来过了。。。

好久没有来过了,感觉有点陌生,这段时间一直都在qq的空间写些东西。。。
新的一年了,好多事情都已经不同了,不管是身边的朋友,还是每天发生的事情。。
还有10天就要走了,去换个心情,呼吸一些新鲜空气。。
在这里将近7个月的时间,好像转眼就过去了,还真有点舍不得身边这些玩的好的同事们。。。
在外面那么多年,回来之后的第一个冬天还真有点不适应。。越来越讨厌如此寒冷的天气。。
有点想念穿T shirt的天气了。。。
 
16 November

心情小写

天,冷得要死,不知道有多久没有感受过这么寒冷的冬天,冷的让人从心底感觉都是冷冷的。也许是不习惯这样的天气这样的生活吧,昨天跟父母的聊天中无意的说了一句这么落后的地方,那么多的公共场所连暖气都没有。。。。说完,觉得可能有点。。。。
毕竟这里是我的家,如此的言语可能显的有些不太适合。。。。
英国的冬天固然也是让人感到阵阵的寒风,可当你进到任何一个室内场所都会感觉到像春天一样的温暖。。。
不知道怎么了,越来越不喜欢这里,不喜欢这里的环境,生活。
至于工作,每天忙忙碌碌,没有激情的工作,机械的重复。
不过还有我值得期待的事情,那就是今年春节的泰国和马来西亚之旅。。。sengseng 定了五星级的酒店,和所有的travel pakage,哈哈,在寒冷的冬季可以去享受一下东南亚的阳光沙滩。。。。真是开心。。。。
03 November

impressive trip to xi'an

The two days just beening past is so impressive.
I met Brian who is a person i  uesd working for when i was in Britian.Maybe so many ppl surprise 
why i spend 7 or 8 hours on the trian and travel a such long way to see him. but i know my porpose,
i exactly knew what i want .
The study aboad business is a very good opportunity to earn. Even the there are millions millions
 agencies as competitors in the market of China, however, it still has potienal to do it and make 
more profit..The excellent point it they do student application for free charge. Anyway,
 everthing is on process,hopefully i can see the procedure soon.
i also have a good time in Xi'an except chating business. i went to Tang Paratise on Friday nite, 
it is really fabulours and amazing.i am quiet like there. At that time,i really want seng can beside,
we can walk around hand by hand.
Moreover, the most worse thing is my bf never trust me and always think abt me in a such 
negative side which is really make feel sad. I go there even want find more business opportunities 
for our furture life. but i always get misundertood by him.
even i am so disappointed, that is life in reality.
 
19 October

感触·!

晨,这个季节的清晨总给人一种冬天的感觉,寒风瑟瑟。
在早上那个很小的早餐店,在我无意间,看到了一位面容憔悴,看上去连牙都没有了的老爷爷在洗碗,正在我感到有点心酸,并试着菜猜测他的年龄的时候,不知谁问了一句“老先生今年高寿啊?”“84”老爷爷回答道。“老先生好身体啊”。。。84岁高龄的老人,早上7点。在早餐店刷碗。。。。真是对生活的讽刺。。。
晚上,和爸爸聊天的时候听到,某某军队的退休干部,跟他们一起打麻将,一个月工资8000。。。。
这样的比较。。耐人回味。。。
 
也许因为erica走了吧,总觉得少点什么。连续几天乖乖在回家吃饭,陪宝贝聊天。。生活随平淡,但也甜蜜。。
看了erica的博客,觉得他走得很潇洒,我不禁也在问自己,how abt me 
 
工作还在一如以往的进行,每天忙忙碌碌却不知道在忙什么。。。混日子。。酒店今天开始正式试营业了。。看着前台员工忙碌的样子,总有种忙里偷闲的惬意。。哈哈
26 September

态度决定一切

不变的是每天都在重复的工作和生活,而改变的确是心情和对人对事的态度。
态度决定一切,用消极的态度面对生活和工作,注定了要失败。
但是积极的态度就一定能成功么?
在每个阶段的人分别有着不用的需求,生理需求,安全需求,归属需求,尊重需求,自我实现需求
前三点称为底层次需求,而后两点称之为高层次需求
身边的人们每天都在忙碌着,为了各自不同的needs。
i really dun know why i lose my interest to working here. the new work pay standard is like shit.

when i see that piece of paper i lose my interest and my short time goal anyway.
but for myself,i need to make one caree plan and long team goal.if no, i think i will live with nothing.
 
23 September

feeling

休息的时间总是过得那么快。。一天时间。。眨眼的时间已经finish了 。。。
最近的几天对我来说也许是比较辛苦得几天。。因为办公室没有了mark..也就以为着我没有了保护伞。。再也没有人替我掩饰工作中的一切。。
同时也失去了一个人来哄我开心。。如今的我,似乎说每句话、做每件事都要小心翼翼。。因为。。。。。可能这种情况在每个企业都会存在。。
希望自己可以变得更勇敢,更睿智。。。
当一个小刺猬身上刺被剥掉的时候往往是带着血迹的,但那种痛会刻骨铭心。。。
Saturday nite was very happy..bcos i still have a kind of group ppl to going out and shot out.....actually at that time i want my sengseng can be there i really need his shoulder for now.......
i dun care how is the working relations now...i just need to get enought experience for my career...let me feel more confident for me next job...
i will keep silent in work.....
13 September

关于金钱

                                                             关于金钱
                                           
                有了钱  你可以买楼                  但不可以买到一个家
                有了钱 你可以买钟表               但不可以买到时间
                有了钱  你可以买一张床            但不可以买到充足的睡眠
                有了钱  你可以买书                  但不可以买到知识
                有了钱  你可以买到医疗服务     但不可以买到健康
                有了钱  你可以买到地位            但不可以买到尊重
                有了钱  你可以买到血液            但不可以买到生命
                有了钱  你可以买性                   但不可买到爱
 
12 September

nice life

during these two days the life is being quilte...my father is gone for travel with some of his frd...haha ...that is mean i will have some new gift when he come back. haha..
i am still working everyday,and the work is keep going as normal..but today.i made a improtant decison which is i will go to malaysia for chinese new year with my sengseng,while we can go out Thailand as well.so happy abt that..but...i still now sure whether i can ask for that many days holidays.....anyway...i will go....
one funny things is when we done any quarrle between us on the day..sure we won't remember it in next day..especilly me...when i wake up a day, i dare can not remember what happened exectly last nite...haha..maybe i have used to it....
 
10 September

happy

两天过得很开心。。。。因为。。。。身边有好朋友的陪伴。。
昨天和我的死党们虽然没有去那里玩,但是仍然很开心。。。。几个人坐在舒适的环境。。。喝着果实。静静的聊天。那种感觉。。。难以形容。。
今晚和erice 一起吃也是。。吃夜市。。。喝啤酒。。哈哈。。虽然一点也不高c...但是只要开心就好。。。
酒吧的热舞。。。大汗淋漓。。。。似乎对我来说跳舞已经是上辈子的事情了。。。可是今天it was very enjoyable ....i love it....
多彩的生活也为每天枯燥的工作带来了生趣。。。。
只是看到别人couple couple.....still feel not well....ai......
whatever...i enjoy tonite.... 
05 September

真是服了!!!!

哎!真是郁闷。。昨天好不容易休息半天和杨燊去逛街,开开心心的,买了好多东西。 后来,那个死人说想去玩游戏机。。。。真好。我也好久没有玩过了。。。。我们讲完就直冲游戏城。。。。
没想到万万没想到,我们玩的时候竟然忽略了我们的东西,杨燊刚买的一双新鞋被别人拎跑了。。。。哎。。200元?就这么送人了。。尴尬这既是他让我看东西的下场。。
没办法,可后来更没想到。。。我的太阳眼镜也不见了。。那可是我的贵重物品啊。。。300元啊。。
就这样,我们俩损失惨重。。。后来在回家之前我们又去了那家鞋垫,又买了一双基本上一样的鞋。。。。。
天下之大无奇不有。。原来鞋也是有人要地。。。。
04 September

习惯!

最近似乎养成了一种习惯,每天总习惯来写点东西。。其实每天的生活nearly same。但是总喜欢来转转。。。 
昨天又听到了一个朋友说要结婚,这已经是这个月我第三次有朋友告诉我她要结婚。。。真是郁闷。。这人都怎么了?连我的好朋友cube都修身养性要结婚了。。真是让人感叹岁月不饶人啊。。
昨天晚上和我的几个死党一起吃饭,又是神侃了一个晚上,大家的话题好像没有离开房子,爱情,婚姻。。我的天哪,这还是每天在学校打闹的我们么?
工作还在无聊的进行着。。。和同事的关系相处融洽。。。哈哈
小白现在应该也开始做工了。。。已经快11点了。。。
03 September

Concern!!

my Dept head came back last nite..haha ..that is mean...i won't that fucking busy as these 3 days...but anything is nearly finished...even he come back i have done everything...... so gloomy...
I want out with 5 of my nearly 10 years frd the day before yesterday,they nearly all sigal last year when we met each other during last spring festival, haha,but now...they all attend ours party with partners......only without me and yangshen ...bcos my sengseng still in Malasiya..............the nite was good,but i may recoginized something changed already ......especially the tallest couple....they even try to ingore the eye contact with us...so strange.....anyway....i was alright....
yesterday.....nearly all of the hotle staffs came back for trainning...and i am a little bit miss a few of them.....luckly i have not got any class during this time...pretty good....
i asked tomorrow off.......for the most imprtant dinner tomorrow nite.....hope i can represent the best........
The hotel where i am working now....is really without any outlook.....so ....i am thinking should i leave ?
I am so cheerful bcos..hha sengseng bought one more suite white gold jewellery for me..one necklace. and one earring.....haha ...i got many white gold now......
31 August

雨!

前几天还在抱怨天气的闷热,可最近却忽然冷得要死,雨已经从昨天持续到现在了。从家道就到酒店沿途的道路上到处都积满了水,行人已经很难通行。早上爸爸还特意送我上班,哈哈。。因为下雨了。。因为我敢冒了。。
早上因为我的上司放假,我也被叫去开酒店的晨会,晨会将近持续了一个小时。主要内容很多,什么客房的采购计划、高级楼层的电脑配备,营销的策略还有我们人力资源部员工宿舍和员工餐厅的安排。。。
人力资源部,就好像是一个大家庭的保姆。后勤工作全包揽。。。。哎。。当初是谁让我学人力资源来着的?
会议结束之后,F&B的Director竟然很清楚的跟我讲了一下我下一步的工作,讲得很详细,很具体。他的脑子好像是一个计算机,所有的事情都可以记录下来。而且有条不紊。。条理清楚。。估计在过几年他就可以改行了。。。
这几天is Malaysia 's pubilc holiday ...he has a few days holidays...hope we can stop brawl.
outside is still rainning...
i am in the office with a few collegues........
27 August

生于80年代的10大尴尬

标题:生于80年代的10大尴尬
尴尬一:辛辛苦苦小学六年勤勤恳恳初中三年废寝忘食高中三年,眼看要走进考场却赶上国家扩招,任他猫猫狗狗也都能混个大学文凭,现在大学文凭算什么葱啊!(正好混了个)

尴尬二:稀里糊涂大学混了四年,使尽浑身解数拿到英语四级、计算机****证,毕业证、学位证二证在手却怎么也找不到如意的工作,有的连工作都找不到——刚毕业就失业。(混了四年拿了几个证,现在的工作的感觉就是被骗了,谁叫我们都是“第一次”啊,现在的大学生值几个钱啊)

尴尬三:千辛万苦进了外商独资企业当白领,还是世界五百强,才发现原来中国现在遍地是外企,五百强有499家都在中国有分号。干白领的活承受巨大压力天天加班挣得比民工又多不了多少,稍微发点牢骚就有老外拍桌子:你他妈什么玩意儿,
上午把你fire下午我就能找一个!(幸运没进外企)

尴尬四:福利分房早已成为昨日黄花,住房公积金少得可怜,又赶上无耻之徒畜牲一样遍地炒房,辛辛苦苦工作了一年,才发现如果不吃不喝睡大街衣麻袋一年攒的钱才能买四五平米住房,贷款住进新房一点都开心不起来——要换20年的贷款啊!
(没敢想买房,只想把房租交上)

尴尬五:小时候教育要做个诚实的孩子,中学大学又普及诚信教育,工作后却不得不抽假烟、喝假酒、说假话,上了拿假文凭人的当,在假发票上签了字,最糟心的是——花
钱叫了个小姐,一摸身上全是假的。(虽然假话到是不说,但假酒喝了不少,抽烟那叫人在江湖身不由己;倒是没叫过小姐,听到这两个字都起鸡皮疙瘩)

尴尬六:他们说计划经济的教育已经跟不上时代,他们说要普及素质教育,结果我们什么都得学,什么都刚摸到皮毛却连皮毛都不知道。一旦参加工作发现原来在学校里什么
都没有学到,得花大把大把的钱去上这个班去考那个证。班上完了,证也考到了,发现自己还是一个二百五;(越来越觉得自己真是一个二百五

尴尬七:电子信息产业高速发展,网上信息如潮如涌,不论是垃圾还是精华都让人疲惫不堪,没手机没电脑人家会觉得你生于陆拾年代,有人天天打游戏有人天天上网也有人天天在网上钓鱼——美人鱼出现的几率小于万分之一。(出现美人鱼,是人家的)

尴尬八:从小学完雷锋学赖宁,接着在学李素丽、孔繁森,之后还有济南交警还有抗洪英雄还有在异国他乡被炸死的记者还有……现在要学杨利伟——说一套做一套,表面文章做足了接着自私自利。(看透了政府,就是蒙着老百姓玩,打死也不做公务员)

尴尬九:闯荡社会若干年发现一事无成一钱未赚一权未某,必不得已重新拾起书本泡在这个考前冲刺那个精华笔记那个制胜宝典那个某某密题中,希望能够再去学校混个更高一点的文凭出来好混日子;(回想起来在学校的日子叫爽啊,可惜没有珍惜,多希望上天再给一次机会,我会说…)

尴尬十:美好的生活属于谁呢?二十年前,“属于我,属于你,属于八十年代的新一辈”,十五年前“太阳是我们的,太阳是我们的,月亮……”,十年前“让我们期待明天会更好!”,八年前“不经历风雨,则么能见彩虹,没有人能随随便便成功”,现在“我闭上眼睛就成天黑”。1990s初生牛犊不怕虎,谁都没把八十年代出生的人放在眼里.
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26 August

小狗——点点

几天我们家又多了一个成员,他的名字叫做点点(是我妈妈起的)。他以前是我们家胡子的老婆,而且在不久以前还为我们家胡子剩下了好几个孩子,可漂亮了呢!从哪儿以后,他似乎就认定了我们家不走了,想送他回家吧,又不知道他家住在哪里。。。就这样,点点在我们家安家落户了。。。现在每天都可以看到点点在我们家院子里闲逛。。。开心极了。。。哈哈
 

sunday!

现在好像已经是秋天了,可是怎么立了秋的天气还这么热啊。。这闷热的天气到底什么时候结束啊。。
办公室的冷气又坏了,每天坐在office都好像在洗桑拿,真是不亦乐乎。。。这几天去吃夜市。。吃了个饭,好像冲了个凉。。真可谓是大汗淋漓。。想想马来西亚一年四季都这么热,可怎么过啊。。。
昨天忽然接到英国朋友的电话,有点小开心。。为什么呢?哈哈。。可能等着大家圣诞节在澳门聚会吧。。。也不知道我能不能请得到假期。。。如果请不到怎么办?,,,,,,,哈哈, maybe just leave it....go straight...... 嗯,it is a good idea....
今天宋说骑车从郑州来找我玩。。。看来这位老兄也真够有雅兴的。。。
今天是星期天。。。GM 休息。。。哈哈。。。再office 也无妨。。。。
 
17 July

痛苦的日子

员工培训终于快要结束了,总算要脱离这么煎熬的日子了。。哎。。第一次发现当培训老师也是这么的累。。。。在酷夏。。没有风扇的日子,没有空调的日子。。没有热水冲凉的日子。。。身边全是野生小动物的日子。。身上红红肿肿得日子。 a week left....
还有两天就可以看到我的sengseng啦。。。很开心。。。。不过。。。。。
如果可以不上班就好了。。。。可惜可惜。。。。。。挣钱难呀。。。。。。。。。
找个人挣钱养我吧。。又觉得自己有点不好意思。。呵呵。
 
30 June

nothing

it was heavy rainning last nigte....when i came back i feel very thing is damp.......
last night..is the first time i talk to my dad deeply....i dun know what he is thinking....i even can not understand why he make that decision....he has never ever think about me.....always be objective....
seng seng and me ...feel really stressful..now..but how we can to overcome this problem...i really have no idea....
after tomorrow i  will go to the training place for 23 days.....so stainge........
 
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